i need someone...

saya tak bersedia langsung nak balik sungai petani. right now i`m still crying. i need someone to tell everything about what i feel right now..someone that i can cry in front of him/her..someone that can make me feel calm.. bila teringat apa yang jadi pada ayah saya mesti nangis.luaran saya nampak happy and ceria.ketawa dengan orang , but deep inside my heart nobody knows how what i feel right now..nobody knows...